Siguro may mga taong pang supporting actor o actress lang ang peg at kailanman ay hindi naging bida sa sarili niyang pelikula. Yung tipong pang best in supporting actor o actress lang ang peg ng beauty mo. Yung hindi ka napapansin at parang isang magandang wallflower lang. Flower nga pero pang wall lang.
Nakakababa ng self-esteem anu? Ganoon ang naiisip ko ngayon. Parang lahat ng bagay sa universe ay nag-conspire para supportahan mo ang ibang tao sa mga ginagawa nila. Di ka pansinin ng tao at madaling makalimutan. Feel ko ganoon ako. Oo, minsan, mas okey na ang ganun kesa naman sa sentro ka sa lahat ng problema sayo. Pero minsan rin naman, nakakalungkot na dahil kahit todo effort ka para mapuri naman kahit minsan ay wala ka pa ring ka-amor amor sa kanila. Yung parang tinatawag ka lang ng direktor kung kailangan ng bida ng suporta o kung kinakawawa na ang bida.
Minsan nga, may kasiyahan, di ako invited tas halos lahat ng kakilala ko ay noroon. O di kaya naman ay nahuhuli ka sa mga nangyayari dahil di ka kasali sa group na kung saan palagi silang nag-GGM. At minsan ay hindi ka talaga tinetext. Nakakaligtaan ka dahil daw ang bnoring mong kasama.
Nakaka-awa? Oo. nagse-self pity ako. Siguro naman di lang ako ang nakaka-feel ng ganito. Okey fine. Kahit pang supporting actor/actress lang ako dahil di ako ganoon ka-attractive o nag-uumapaw ang personality, Alam ko na di mapapansin ang bida kung walang supporting actor o actress sa tabi.
And that's it, Ladies and Gentlemen,
For that, i rest my case.
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Dear Mr. Stranger
Maulan noon at ako'y naghihintay ng padyak papunta sa Library at tamang tama lang ng pagkalabas ko ng room ay agad kitang nasilayan. Ang lakas lakas ng lagaslas ng tubig mula sa bubong ng aming building at nakikita kong bumabaha na ang maliit na field sa harap kung saan naglalaro ang mga bata ng soccer na walang mga sapatos.
Naaalala ko pa nga na naka suot ka sa mga oras na iyon ng itim na t-shirt at ang iyong pinaglumaang maong na kasyang kasya lang sayo at bagay na bagay sa iyo. Tumatakbo ka nun sa ulan papunta sa student lobby ng aming building habang bitbit mo sa iyong balikat ang maliit mong Jansport Bag na kulay green.
Namula ako ng makita kita dahil matagal na kitang crush. Matagal-tagal ko na ring tinatago at nagpapantasya sa makinis at maputi mong balat, inosenteng mga mata, kulay pink na mga labi, ang iyong matangkad na height, ang iyong smile at ang iyong braces.
Hindi ko ba alam pero you look good with those braces, hindi siya ka-weirduhan sa akin. Actually, i love those braces.
Pero it all started talaga because you and i is a member of a community. a religious community but you don't make pansin to me. I was also shy to approach you because you look so mataray and not that friendly. You are the silent type and you only bond with your group mates [which is composed of three person; your leader and two members including you]. I asked for your name, searched the log book and find your number on the phonebook of a common friend but i can't seem to find any contact of you.
I continue searching and until your leader was curious and asked me why i am so much intrigued with you, and the only thing i remembered, i started to blush.
He gave me your number which i bargain for an order of spaghetti in the canteen and then i reason out that i needed your number for future preferences.
From that time on, i texted you but you never replied on my text. Your phone is ringing but you don't answer it. I just said to myself that who would entertain or make "pansin" a person like me. And then, things change. I transfered your number in my ordinary list and deleted you on my special list. I often send your messages which i also send to other people in the ordinary list and most of the time, i dont.
Days passed. Month ends. And another year was over but ididn't receive any reply or text from you. Even a single hi or hello. You must be suplado or something pero kahit ganun, crush pari kita.
Good night Stranger. :) <3
Naaalala ko pa nga na naka suot ka sa mga oras na iyon ng itim na t-shirt at ang iyong pinaglumaang maong na kasyang kasya lang sayo at bagay na bagay sa iyo. Tumatakbo ka nun sa ulan papunta sa student lobby ng aming building habang bitbit mo sa iyong balikat ang maliit mong Jansport Bag na kulay green.
Namula ako ng makita kita dahil matagal na kitang crush. Matagal-tagal ko na ring tinatago at nagpapantasya sa makinis at maputi mong balat, inosenteng mga mata, kulay pink na mga labi, ang iyong matangkad na height, ang iyong smile at ang iyong braces.
Hindi ko ba alam pero you look good with those braces, hindi siya ka-weirduhan sa akin. Actually, i love those braces.
Pero it all started talaga because you and i is a member of a community. a religious community but you don't make pansin to me. I was also shy to approach you because you look so mataray and not that friendly. You are the silent type and you only bond with your group mates [which is composed of three person; your leader and two members including you]. I asked for your name, searched the log book and find your number on the phonebook of a common friend but i can't seem to find any contact of you.
I continue searching and until your leader was curious and asked me why i am so much intrigued with you, and the only thing i remembered, i started to blush.
He gave me your number which i bargain for an order of spaghetti in the canteen and then i reason out that i needed your number for future preferences.
From that time on, i texted you but you never replied on my text. Your phone is ringing but you don't answer it. I just said to myself that who would entertain or make "pansin" a person like me. And then, things change. I transfered your number in my ordinary list and deleted you on my special list. I often send your messages which i also send to other people in the ordinary list and most of the time, i dont.
Days passed. Month ends. And another year was over but ididn't receive any reply or text from you. Even a single hi or hello. You must be suplado or something pero kahit ganun, crush pari kita.
Good night Stranger. :) <3
FERRY BOAT RIDE
TAMA!!
NUNG ISANG ARAW.. KARARATING KO LANG FROM LAGUNA...
i attended my 2nd niece's baptism at St. Therese the Child Jesus parish in UPLB..
hehehe...
i have no picture.. sad.. :(
kasi i still don't have a camera..
sa phone lang ang litratong ito..
Next time.. marami raming picture na ang ipopost ko..
:D
Byaheng nkakainis
BIYERNES. SEPTEMBER 14, 2012.
eto ang ayaw ko sa pagta'travel via jeepney dito sa Samar.
kada lugar nlang na madaanan, hihinto. walang babaan at sakayan.
Nakakainis rin kaya ang feeling na para kang sardinas na walang ulo na isinisiksik sa maliit na lata.
Nakakainis rin kaya ang feeling na para kang sardinas na walang ulo na isinisiksik sa maliit na lata.
HUMINTO NA NAMAN!!
nakakainis rin ang biglang liko kaya matutumba ka (kahit nkaupo k) sa kinauupuan mo. yung feeling na lahat ng extra motions ng katawan mo ay itinulutak into that direction. Kumusta naman yun?
Basta, nkaka inis magtravel ng ganito. Chance passenger. Ikaw yung sa gitna nakaupo na parang naubusan ng upuan sa larong Trip to jerusalem. In short, loser ka.
At nariyan din ang, ayun lumundag ak jeep, mga sira at buhang na kalsada. Sa bilis ng takbo ng jeep, pag dito dumaan, sure maalikabok, parang rabbit na palundag lundag at garagal. Nakakairita kaya. kung pwede lang sanang lumipad, edi nag ala superman ako or di kaya isang manananggal nlang (keri mo yun? Carey nga ni Mariah, kaw pa kaya) hahaha... basta. nakakainis. Medyo masakit na ang ulo ko. medyo nahihilo na ako kaya, joy ride lang.. go!
MOBILE PHOTO OPS
Nung bata ako, ang nais ko ay maksama sa parada,
maging sikat...
magkaroon ng marang damit na marami ang beads at butones....
drum o xylophone...
basta yung makakasama ako...
Pero sa paglipas ng panahon,
napansin kong nawawala na ang interes ko sa mga ito.
Iba na kasi pang perspektiba ng aking buhay..
Iba na ang takbo nito.
♥ johncel
Umaga kasama Ang Pulang Bubuyog
Matapos ang ilang buwang pag babawal sa aking sarili na pumunta sa isang kilalang fastfood chain sa aming lugar ay napilitan akong pumunta kaninang umaga. Oo, ako na mahilig kumain ay pinagbawalan ang sarili sa pag kain dahil isa sa mga new years resolution ko ay ang "magpapayat". Secreto lang natin iyon. Pero marahiol hindi narin dahil marami-rami naring tao ang nagsusulsol sa akin para mag papayat at kung anu-ano pa para lumiit. Nariyan narin ang pagpipilit na magpagupit at kung anu-ano pa. Kaya ganito nga ang nangyari sa araw na ito:
Yes, i get a lot of this these morning.
My mom called me at exactly 11:04 in the morning to check on me if i'm still breathing and if i'm okey with my living condition in my new boarding house (Oh, yes!~ i have a new story to tell "My Boarding House".. maybe next time). After a long chit chat-not so new conversation of hi's and hello's, my mom ask me if i have already eaten my lunch and of course, i am lying in my bed like a lazy monkey, not thinking of my empty stomach and i said "i haven't". She then told me that she's going to the town proper to have a meeting at their office and told me that we'll drop by a fast food chain to eat.
and that's what happen today. Until now, i'm at their office lolly gagging and writing this blog. well, time caught me up!
so until next time. doodles!
Yes, i get a lot of this these morning.
My mom called me at exactly 11:04 in the morning to check on me if i'm still breathing and if i'm okey with my living condition in my new boarding house (Oh, yes!~ i have a new story to tell "My Boarding House".. maybe next time). After a long chit chat-not so new conversation of hi's and hello's, my mom ask me if i have already eaten my lunch and of course, i am lying in my bed like a lazy monkey, not thinking of my empty stomach and i said "i haven't". She then told me that she's going to the town proper to have a meeting at their office and told me that we'll drop by a fast food chain to eat.
and that's what happen today. Until now, i'm at their office lolly gagging and writing this blog. well, time caught me up!
so until next time. doodles!
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